The End

So... Alec dumped me. On wednesday June 9th. The night before my last final. After that he sent some really confusing messages, but I know now, that we are not getting back together. It hurts really bad. I'm getting better though. I'm maybe 3% healed, which is actually really good for this short period of time. Four more days until what would have been our 8 month anneversary. :'( It's still really painful to think about. I spent over $300 working on projects and presents for him for our 8,9,10,11, and 12 month anneversaries. I had a beautiful scrapbook that I was making him for our one year anneversary. Now he'll never get it. Anyways... Happy thoughts, happy thoughts... Um we went mini golfing yesterday and then went to the beach, all as a family. It's father's day weekend so dad got to choose what we did. We might get to go to mexico this summer. Maybe. I really hope we do, Oh, I'm going to Joel's house tomorrow for a game party :) I'm volunteering at the library this summer. I also need to start working out and running. I'm not looking forward to that. I've been meaning to get the Killer Bunnies and the Quest for the Magic Carrot game and have a party and invite Sarah, Tricia, Megan, and maybe Joel. I couldn't find it in stores so I have to get it online. Sarah just got the remix which I heard wasn't as good but I think we'll play it soon.